The Game Changer

by Lana Ferguson

“I don’t think a retired porn star with a psych degree they got for shits and gigs would know what to do with you,” I say, clucking my tongue.

“And I’m sorry I ever let you take a minute of mine,” Abby says quietly, her voice small but steady.

“Fuck, I love you,” he sighs, a lazy grin spreading across his face. “I love saying that too.” “I’m happy to hear it as many times as you want to tell me.” “I love you.” He leans in, his lips skimming my jaw. “I love you.” They slide higher, hovering against my cheekbone. “I love you.” He leaves a soft kiss over my eyelid, trailing lower before his mouth is just a breath away from mine. “I fucking love you, Lila.”

“Disgustingly cute,” Jack sighs. “No, I’m not jealous. Shut up, all of you. Do we have time for one more?”

“Now go on. You have a game to win.” “Sweetheart,” he says, smiling against my mouth. “I already won.” My cheeks hurt from my smile, my heart full and my stomach fluttering, and watching Ian go, knowing that when he’s done here it will be me he leaves with…Well. I feel like I won too.

“Such a burden.” “Such a brat,”

This is where I first touched Lila, after all.

feel her lips curve against mine, and I know I’ll never want for anything when she answers, “I love you too.” Because of Lila…I’m finally okay, and the world didn’t end because of it. In fact, it feels like it’s just beginning.