I don’t know why I’m still here. I sigh and swirl my straw around in my mostly melted strawberry banana smoothie. My ballet class ended a half hour ago, but I can’t bring myself to go home. I know when I get there, I’ll go into my room and see my laptop on my desk taunting me. I haven’t been able to write all week. Every time I sit down, I get the urge to throw my laptop into a trashcan, pour gasoline on it, and light a match. My eyes wander around the gym, finding their way to where Grayson is working out in the free weights section. Again. Because even though my silly brain knows that he is
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