that feeling of disgust for not making a fuss catapulted back into me. I was furious that I didn’t know and that I hadn’t tried to find out. Furious that they’d written I was so in love again, as if they knew who I had been in love with before. It wasn’t Ethan. It was only Dex. I had been in love, but I’d never acted on it, never done what I wanted to do.
