“Once you accept this thing between us, you’ll never leave.” I inwardly shrink as defeat washes over me like a cold wind. He’s right. I knew this when I ran. If I ever take the chance and explore this attraction with Hayden, I know deep down that it’d be the death of me. I’d lose myself in him to the point that I’d no longer exist. That is what truly scares me. Not Hayden, but my feelings for him.
I can't deal with this shit. The whole book is just giving me the ick! I think there's even a chance that this will be the first (maybe the only) book I'll ever DNF
