I was thinking about Owen in that moment, of course. About Owen, and how devastated I'd be if we ever broke up. How much it would change everything, ruin my life for good. Owen was a part of me. I wasn't sure if I could exist without him by my side. That was the first time it really hit me that losing Owen was a possibility. I'd taken his company for granted my entire life, sure that he'd never leave me, but now, watching Loz and Ethan split up, I could see how two people could grow and change, morphing from a couple into a couple of strangers. It was a hideous thought.
