The terrible ones are predictable, follow a pattern, and make her feel safe but in an unsafe way. Horror movies should make us feel the opposite, shouldn’t they? Still, she watches all the horror movies she can, repeatedly, and she buys the posters and stares at them until she flips them over to be re-scrutinized later at the time of her choosing. The hope is she’ll find a movie that changes her in the way she didn’t know she wanted to be changed.