Suddenly, there’s a sharp ache in the back of my head. I no longer feel electric. Instead, I feel as if I’m static. The buzzing in me has begun to dull. I take another drink, trying to bring myself back. This is not the time to lose it. I need to be here. Be present. I’ve never felt this way, like my nerves are pulling me down. Like I’m sinking. I place the glass on the island, terrified I’ll drop it. I picture the glass shattering around my feet in slow motion. “Mari? Is everything alright?” He says the words, but there’s no emotion in his voice. I can barely hear him. What’s happening? I put
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