“That’s not how it goes, Lia. Give me what I want and I’ll give you what you need.” With that, he turns and leaves. The meaning behind his words remains with me. I’ll give you what you need. Luca worded it perfectly. He, of all people, knows that uncovering the truth behind my parents’ deaths is what’s been haunting me since I was a small girl. It’s why I have those visceral nightmares and take those pills. It’s why I’m too scared to live and too scared to die. And to free myself, to choose a final destination, I need to spy on the devil himself.
