I struggle to keep my cool. I don’t want her to think she’s nothing to me, but if she believes it, so will they. And I fucking need to get her off their radar. It won’t be easy, considering the position I hold in the brotherhood, but if they think she’s only here because of the child, they won’t have any expectations of her and I can keep her safe from this life. Even if it’s only partially.
Ugh then don’t treat her like shit in public
