Due to his indifference, I went crazy the first time. I went so crazy that I thought it was a good idea to send a strange lookalike to him, and then I jumped off a cliff. I don’t think I can do that anymore. I can’t handle that side of him. So I choose to do something I never have.
Yes that’s the issues part of your relationship there you thought he didn’t care and in fact he cared too much 🤦🏼♀️🤦🏼♀️

