It’s unbelievable how much of a hold he has on my body, how he can levitate me to a state of complete abandon in a matter of minutes. But I guess it’s not only my body that he’s able to possess in this exhilarating yet frightening way. It’s also my heart and my soul. It didn’t even matter when I thought I was a different person. I fell in love with him all the same and I’m starting to think there’s no way out for me after all.

