Not in Love (Not in Love, #1)

by Ali Hazelwood

I’m not going to follow the rules, Rue. I’m not going to behave. I’m not going to pretend this is enough.

“Do you think that maybe there’s another version of us, somewhere in another timeline? Where we’re not just a messed-up lump of scar tissue, and we’re whole enough to be capable of loving others the way they want to be loved?”