Not in Love (Not in Love, #1)
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“fuck.” I stared ahead and nodded. “Indeed.”
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“It sounds like the name of someone who trims girls’ pubes and sews them into dolls.
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“Here I am, trying to help you out in a difficult situation, and you repay me by being surprised that I can read.”
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Fuck. Just—fuck.
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“I see the bar is underground.”
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I believe the scientific word for it is ‘coinkydink.’ ”
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serious, unsmiling men tended to be considered consummate professionals, while serious, unsmiling women were often written off as haughty shrews.
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“I would like to be excluded from this narrative,”
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Pain now, freedom later. Delayed gratification.
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confessing something terrible to you. I thought it might be our thing.”
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His eyes were a light, predatory blue. Close enough that I could touch the lie.
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If I had him, I could stop wanting him.
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Used to get in the most vicious fights on the ice and go back to the rink the next day—then I hit thirty, and now my back hurts before I even get out of bed.”
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What happened when the person who tore you apart was not the person you’d chosen to cherish?
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‘I scored better than you on the quiz, and I could kill you with a pencil’ energy.”
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spank-bank directory.
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She liked it—a bit of roughness. A hint of violence. Yielding control.
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“Don’t worry, I still get ‘would not save ninety-nine percent of humanity in case of apocalypse’ vibes from you.”
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“Who’s your lawyer?” “Google.”
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“You are allowed to hate them, if that’s what sparks joy.”
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if you don’t stop pushing me, I’m going to bend you over this bench and show you exactly what I’m into.”
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“I’m not asking you to marry me and have my triplets,
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“Hardly efficient.” Nor sexy. I was wearing my grocery-shopping clothes.
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“You can’t be surprised.” “I don’t need to be surprised to enjoy it.”
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“Poor girl.” His fingers gripped my hips, bruising tight. “You seem to have issues focusing.”
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“You’re okay, love,” he soothed. “You’re going to be fine. Don’t you like this? Don’t you like to come?”
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“How do you go from wanting to marry someone to…not?” “Surprisingly quickly.
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It’s uncountable. You, and the things we do, the things you give me, the things you make me feel, they’re impossible to quantify.
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“Maybe some people are meant to be tragedies.”
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“Are you anticipating curing me with your magic cock?”
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He never ran, no matter how shameful. Neither did I.
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“I might like your tits even more than your lips. And I definitely like your honesty even more than your tits. Believe me, that’s saying something.”
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“What does it look like I’m doing?” “It looks like if you stared at that girl any longer you’d have jizz coming out of your eyeballs.”
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“Oh my god—is this a party?” “It’s a dinner,” Minami said while hugging Maya. “Which is what passes for a party among people in their thirties.” “Must be hard, being so millennial.”
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We don’t make small talk. We cut through the flesh and show the stories that live in our skeletons.
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“You can’t act this way around her, okay? Because she’s going to get sad. And if she gets sad, then I’m going to get mad. And there will be consequences.”
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“If you ask, I’m never going to tell you no. You know that, right?”
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“Oh, sweetheart. Why does it feel like you’re going to come, huh? Why do you feel so wet and soft and—”
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“If her heart has to be broken, I’d rather it be me. That way I can help her pick up the pieces.”
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“You’re enough, Rue. And if you aren’t…I just don’t mind.”
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you’d rather shut up than lie—even to yourself.”
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“Out of all the people I’ve met, the things I’ve wanted, the places I’ve been, none has ever felt as necessary as you do.
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“Wow. He’s such a shithead.” “I can’t prove it.” “Such an alleged shithead.”
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Played shady games, won shady prizes.
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“No one dies of a broken heart.”
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meant to be, or some shit.
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“For someone who lets me tie her up and slide plugs up her holes on a weekly basis, you’re a traditionalist.”