I’m tired. Not just from staying out far later than any reasonable woman still in her teens, but tired of… this. This inexperienced, completely incompetent around the opposite sex feeling. I’m tired of the awkward fumbling and stuttering when a guy so much as looks my way. I’m tired of it hanging over my head and feeling like a weight that I have to carry. I’m tired of fading into the background, like I’m not really here at all. Never really being seen. I just… want to feel empowered. I want to feel sexy. To feel wanted. And I don’t want to have to question myself a million different ways or
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