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When I showed up in her driveway earlier today, I had my entire life in my truck. She didn’t even bat an eye. She didn’t ask about the apartment, the boyfriend, or the career I had left behind. She just fed me cheese and Diet Coke and let me sulk on her couch for a few hours. Then, she clapped her hands together, her signal that we were moving on, and told me to go find something in her closet to wear because we were going out.
I was a grown man who generally enjoyed looking at beautiful women. I just hadn’t seen one in a while. At least, not one this beautiful.
Not because I was jealous. I wasn’t fucking jealous.
It didn’t matter how old I was–when Brooks was involved, I was thirteen years old again, watching an eighteen-year-old him bale hay without a shirt.
He hadn’t changed much over the past few years. If anything, he’d just gotten more handsome, which irritated me more than I already was.
If his ego were a physical thing, it would be bigger than the entire state of Wyoming. Probably Colorado and Utah, too.
“And your family is my family, Emmy, so even if you weren’t in my bar, you would be my business. You’ve always been my business, and you’ll always be my business.”
Be cool, Brooks. You didn’t do anything. You just eye-fucked his sister. That’s fine. Everything’s fine.
“Speaking of the t-shirt mutilator, does he really own The Devil’s Boot?” “Why are you so adamantly against his love for the muscle tee?” Gus asked. “It’s not the muscle tee itself, but the man in the muscle tee who cuts them so aggressively.” I didn’t want to see Luke Brooks’s nipples.
“You didn’t ask me why I came home.” “I don’t care why you’re here, only that you are.”
I looked at Emmy again. Everything I’d felt about her last night was still there. I still thought she was beautiful. I still wondered what she’d look like wrapped up in my bed sheets. I was still pissed that she left with Wyatt, and I still wished she’d left with me instead.
Even though I knew Emmy, I didn’t know Emmy or what her life was like now. But I wanted to.
“Books. Have you ever read one?” “Funny.” “Sorry, I know not knowing how to read is a tough subject for you.”
I might as well have gotten on my knees and begged for her to let me stay a little bit longer. Jesus Christ, what was wrong with me?
Luke. She called me Luke. She was bleeding out before my eyes and being a smart ass when she said it, but I liked the way it sounded on her lips.
I kept my hands on her face longer than I should’ve, soaking up what it felt like to be close to her.
I watched her swallow. The way her throat worked made me want to grab her by it and pull her lips to mine.
Fuck. I wanted to kiss her. And from the way she was looking at me, I think she wanted to kiss me back. I knew what it looked like when a woman wanted that, but god damn, this wasn’t just any woman. This was Emmy.
The sun was shining at her back as she stood in the stable door. She looked like a fucking angel—an off-limits angel.
When it came to Emmy, I was playing with fire, but I would happily walk into the flames for her. And I’d have a smile on my face the whole damn time.
He took care of me like it was the most natural thing in the world, and that’s what was heavy on my mind–not the panic attack.
He must’ve heard my boots on the dirt because he looked up from his task. He smiled as big as he could, but he was holding a nail between his teeth, keeping it handy if he needed it. Why was that hot, too?
“Do you think you’re ready to mount today?” he asked. There was a joke in there somewhere, but I wasn’t touching it. The last thing I needed was to make mounting jokes with Luke Brooks.
When he smiled big like that, he got these wrinkles around his eyes. They were stupid cute.
When my heart kicked in my chest again, it had nothing to do with panic and everything to do with him.
“How do you feel?” he asked. “I feel amazing,” I said. Truthfully. “You look amazing, too.”
He brought his hand up, tucked a stray piece of hair behind my ear, and then kept his hand on my face. His eyes flashed to my lips, just like they had that night in my cabin. Unlike that night, he moved his thumb and brushed it over my bottom lip. I wanted to take it into my mouth.
And Emmy wasn’t just pretty. She was extraordinary.
If I saw Emmy while I was feeling the way I was right now, there was no doubt in my mind that I would kiss her. I’d do more than kiss her. I wanted to make Emmy mine in every single way.
Being alone with Emmy was like taking a quick trip away from reality. It was just the two of us, Luke and Emmy. Not Brooks, the Meadowlark screw-up, and Emmy, the Meadowlark sweetheart. What I felt when I was with her was quickly becoming the best thing I’d ever felt.
Now, I was getting to know a different side of Emmy, but I could still see parts of the girl with the razor-sharp tongue in the woman with the tempting mouth.
Something about her just felt different. It felt good. I wanted to know where it could go, where we could go.