I pushed his hair back. I watched his lashes flutter, and I thought, maybe if I was lucky enough, Trent would be the first person to stay with me. I could make a home here with him. I wouldn’t miss sex if I could have moments like this with him. Maybe it would break my heart to see him with someone else, when that inevitably happened, but I’d survive. He was worth every heartbreak. This was worth every heartbreak.