“As badly as I wanna just run up and smoke them muthafuckas on behalf of you, I love you enough not to. I love you enough to be patient, even though knowing you with that nigga keeps me up half the fucking night. I love you enough to understand that I put myself in this situation by being reckless, unfaithful, and unreliable in the past, and you don’t know how fucking badly I wish I could go back.” He shook his head, clearly in deep thought. “You would’ve never been unable to have children, and you would’ve never left a nigga, and you would’ve never been in a situation where you feel like this
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