I think what surprised me even more than her hearing it was that she didn’t seem fazed by it at all, like maybe she wasn’t entirely uninterested in the idea of me being into her. I mean, she obviously knows since I kissed her, but that was weeks ago, and nothing has happened since. Maybe guys kiss her all the time. I clench my fists at the thought. Fuck, I hope guys don’t kiss her all the time. I want to be the only one kissing her as badly as I want to kiss her, which is saying something because I really, really want to kiss her.
