I’ve become obsessed with trying to find a way back to her, but no matter how much I try to will it into existence, I’m not able to become corporeal again. I never even believed in ghosts or the other side before I died, but the only thing I’ve been able to come up with is that the veil had thinned for a short period, allowing me through. I can’t be sure and honestly, I don’t fucking care, I just want it to happen again. But days turned into weeks, which turned into months without incident. It’s bullshit, but I lost control of my life long ago.
