“I will not get on my knees.” “I went on my knees for you just fine.” My hand rubs the back of my head and I release a sigh. “I don’t know how to do this, okay? I’ve never…”
Don't get me wrong i love how nikolai is voicing how it doesn't make him less of a man but be so fucking for real with EVERY SINGLE BOOK having a "virgin" of sorts like... Whole heartly im so aware this is a plot point that brandon is discovering this but come on
