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His noises of desire are mine. His body is mine. He’s all mine
“Fucking beautiful.” My heart thumps louder. I’ve missed those words and that look. I’ve fucking missed being looked at as if he really thinks I’m beautiful.
“Is that a good thing?” He shakes his head, sending water flying everywhere. “No, it’s not. And stop that. Are you a dog?” “Woof.” He grabs my cheeks with wet fingers. “Let me lick your face.” “Hard pass.”
But then again, no one listens to Lan, even though he’s always right.
“I used to play football in high school, but I didn’t only do it because I was good at it. I loved the adrenaline.” “American football, I presume.” “The only football.” “The only football is the one kicked by an actual foot and is the most popular sport in the world.” He shrugs. “You mean soccer?” “Don’t call it that in my presence. Disgusting.”
“I lied. I don’t only want a morning kiss.” His lips ghost over mine. “I need a morning fuck as well.” This man will fucking destroy me. I just hope I don’t destroy him in the process.
Don’t skip classes, Nikolai. I’ll see you later. So yeah, I totally skipped classes. I actually left that class while reading his last text and rode my bike all the way here.
A larger guy shoves another one against the wall with a tight grip on his T-shirt’s collar, and I hear, “Shut the fuck up.” Any other time, I’d ignore this and change my position to continue stalking my Bran. Something stops me, though. The guy who’s been shoved against the wall is familiar. Wait…is that…? “Gaz?” I ask, walking toward them. Sure enough, my cousin looks up, his fist clenched in the other man’s shirt. An older man—at least early to mid-thirties—who’s dressed in a white button-up shirt, black slacks, and leather shoes. His dark hair is slicked back and his expression is solemn.
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“Niko, no.” He grabs my arm. “Don’t…tell Kill. Don’t tell anyone about what you just saw.” “Why not…? Fuck me.” I pause. “Is this that man you told me about that time? The only one you’re attracted to?” Gareth’s lips part. “N-no.” “You just stuttered. You never stutter.”
You have two hundred seventeen lashes on your right eye and two hundred twelve lashes on your left one.” His lips part. “You…counted them?” “Almost every night since you stayed over. That’s last night’s count. Might change today. You tend to lose some on your left eye.” “But why would you count my lashes?” “I love them. They’re dark and long and so fucking pretty when you’re sleeping. Besides, no one but me can count them, so that’s a huge bonus.”
If I wasn’t sure before, I am now. I’m completely and irrevocably in trouble because of Brandon King.
Give yourself a pat on the crown for being a motherfucking elite seducer, Kolya.
He can also be surprisingly possessive—though not as unhinged as I am since I literally threaten to break the arm of anyone who touches him. The other day, I ran into Simon at one of the coffee shops and he started being touchy as usual before I pushed him away. Turns out, Bran saw it and sent me this gem of a text. You better remember who the fuck you belong to, Nikolai. Did I print that text and frame it? Possibly.
He’ll break one day and I’ll be there to pick him up with open arms and an open mouth. I’m wearing him down and he’s totally falling for me. Okay, I’m being delusional again. While he doesn’t actually love me, he cares.
and I held a coming-out orgy party. Jeremy definitely left that one as early as he possibly could. Kill stayed.
“You usually have a hickey here. You can’t see it, but whenever you pull your hair up, it’s visible.” I touch the back of my neck. That sly fucking bastard. He’s been leaving hickeys all this time? And here I thought he just loved kissing me there. “Jer.” “What?” “I can’t take this, he’s so fucking adorable.” “For leaving a hickey?” “For staking a claim and being sneaky about it while complaining that I leave too many.”
“What’s the meaning of this?” I ask in a voice I don’t recognize. “Fucking look at me, Brandon!” He slowly raises his head, his lips trembling. “You cut yourself?” My words are low, but they’re so loud in the silence. “Why?” “Because I’m fucked up.” His voice sounds like death’s lullaby, anguished and shattered. “Because I look at myself in the mirror and get the urge to shatter it to pieces. Because I’ve been haunted by the bitter taste of nausea and self-loathing for so long, I don’t know how to live without them. I was doing fine, pretending and putting on a façade, so why the fuck did you
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know it’s their dynamic and they’ve been like that their entire lives, but he needs to stop putting his fucking hands on him or I’ll break them. Good grief. Where did that violent thought come from?
“Uh…so…remember Killian?” His lips part. “Please don’t tell me you’re with your sister’s boyfriend. Ex-boyfriend?” “What? No. Of course not, Dad.” “Ew, Levi.” Mum smacks his hand. “Fine, okay.” He releases a breath. “It can’t be worse than that.” “He’s his cousin.” “Oh, for fuck’s sake.” Dad’s face literally pales and I kind of feel bad for him.
“Please tell me he’s the levelheaded cousin who keeps him in check.” “To be honest, and I can’t believe I’m saying this, but Killian is definitely the one who keeps Nikolai in check.” “Fuck my life.” He exhales. “Astrid, Princess. I think I’m having a heart attack.” “Dad…are you okay?” I study him closely. “I’m actually not with him right now, so you don’t have to worry.” “Oh, screw that.” Mum shakes him again. “Your dad just needs to stop being a baby.” Coincidentally, Dad’s expression returns to normal. “You’re not together, you said?” “Levi!” Mum scolds. “What? I can’t have this bunch of
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He can’t possibly be worse than Killian. Anyone is better than Killian. It was an exaggeration on Bran’s part to emotionally prepare me. Again, no one can be worse than Killian.
First I get a psycho son. Okay, fine. Love that. Best challenge of my life and pretty sure I passed it. I didn’t need to have my daughter with a psycho boyfriend.
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“Don’t ma’am me. Just call me Astrid. Make yourself comfortable and treat this like your home.” “I wouldn’t recommend that.” I cut my toast with scrambled eggs and glare at him.
“Aw, such good manners.” My wife smiles. “And don’t worry, you’re welcome here any time.” “I wouldn’t use the word welcome.” “Dad,” Bran mouths pleadingly and I resist the urge to roll my eyes.
mean.” His smirk disappears. “I was the one who noticed him first.” “And you couldn’t keep your attention to yourself?” “Levi.” Astrid pinches my thigh beneath the table. “I’m afraid not, sir,” he answers with a straight face. “It was my destiny to meet your son and I wouldn’t have it any other way.”
“Absolutely not,” my wife says. “You’re our guest.” “Not one I approve of.” “Levi, seriously. Shouldn’t you be going to work?” She hikes a hand on her hip and offers me her stern look. “I’m calling in sick.” I’m literally sick to my fucking stomach over the thought of yet another one of my children leaving the nest.
I think I’m depressed. Aiden Midlife crisis? Is that why you called in sick? More like theft-of-my-children crisis. No one told me they’d slip away one by one. Xander Tell me about it, Captain. I still can’t believe my baby bee has some lizard boyfriend. Ronan An actual lizard? Bloody hell, Xan. What happened to baby Cecy? Xander He’s a person, but I’d rather think of him as a lizard so he doesn’t grow on me. I like that idea. Dehumanization won’t allow them to grow on me. Though I really doubt it with this one. Why can’t we invent a time machine so they’ll stay young forever? Cole Don’t even
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I tug my shirt off and strip out of my sweats and boxers on my way to the bathroom. I don’t even care that I’ve thrown them on the ground a la Nikolai.
If a few weeks ago someone had told me my lotus flower would be taking me on one date, let alone three, I would’ve called an ambulance.
The uncle, Aiden, is Levi 2.0 and even told me, “Listen, kid, you hurt my nephew and no one will know where you disappear to, got it?”

