Why did you come into my life if you were going to leave? Why did you make me addicted to you if you didn’t plan to stay? If I say I’m sorry will you come back? You were never a booty call. I don’t even do those. And I’m the fucking toy, not you. I don’t even like running anymore. You ruined it like everything else. Fucking bastard. Fuck you. I’m messed up, Nikolai. Extremely so. You should be glad to have dodged a bullet.
