But the most embarrassing moment was when he had his lips on my jaw and throat, licking and exploring. My skin caught fire and I was on the edge of something nefarious. My heart has never beat as fast as when he bit down on my throat. And I groaned. Me. Brandon fucking King groaned because a guy was biting me. It was like existing in the skin of an entirely different person. As if I broke apart from my physical being and morphed into an alien entity. I hate that version of myself. I fucking despise it.