“We need to take this game to the next level.” Nikolai holds out a shot and I stare at him, my heart pounding so hard, I think I’ll have a heart attack. “Never have I ever fucked or experimented with someone of the same sex.” He steals a peek at me and then drinks his shot. My heart thunders behind my rib cage and my fingers turn clammy around my glass. Breaths whoosh out of my lungs in fractured intervals. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.