So you know what I have to do? I have to fuck my girlfriend the way I want to fuck you, I think about you while I am deep inside of her because I do not want to hurt you." He paused, and said, "And most importantly because it is wrong and yet for some obscene reason, I love that it is. I thrive on the risk of getting caught, thrive on thinking of you while I fuck her. This was a mistake and I should have never let it happen again, yet I am glad it did."
