I’m still here because you were always going to need me. But that’s kind of a double edged sword now too. I wouldn’t survive it a second time, baby.” “Survive what?” I asked, a little afraid of the answer. “You’re what keeps me here, Triss. I’d never live through losing you too. I wouldn’t even want to. I hate myself right now. I hate myself for the way that I felt about Liz for all these years. I hate myself for what I did to you. I hate myself for not knowing what the fuck I’m supposed to do about it now. But what I hate even more than all of that is that I’m so fucking terrified of how I’d
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