“This is where we started. Here. On this jet. When I pulled you into my lap to prove a point—that we could pull this off. It was then I knew I was in a shitstorm of trouble. You just fit. In my lap. In my arms. In my life. You sat down and tried to pretend I didn’t affect you and from then on, I spent every second of every minute of every day pretending you didn’t affect me either. But I failed. Because not only did you affect me, you scared me. You made me want to be more. You made me want to be better. And I’m sorry that it took you leaving for me to realize it. For me to own it. So I’m
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