If I am told “Joko, you have one more day to live,” is that OK with me? Or if someone told you that, is it OK with you?
This bothers me because I am away from my family and would like to see them again. This means I am not ready for death. I don't accept the current moment because I have some ideal of what it should look like in a better sense. "This will get better when, blah blah blah". This is a direction where my energy of awareness can stay with for a bit.
