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Living people rarely interested me beyond whatever immediate purpose they served. I found the dead much more interesting to be around. They couldn’t lie and had no ulterior motives. What you saw was what you got with the dead.
some people were more useful as fertilizer for my mushroom garden than taking up oxygen.
I won’t allow anyone to hurt you in a way you don’t want, not even me. I’ll kill anyone who tries.”
“And no Xander, huh? Let me guess. He’s still pissed about the puppy.” Xavier’s lip curled. “The puppy? Fuck the puppy. You tried to kill him.” Xion shrugged. “Honestly, I thought he was you. But then, I also thought you were clones sent by Donald Trump to spy on me. I had a psychotic break. It happens. I’m doing much better now, thanks.”
“It’s bizarre to hear a serial killer so in awe of life.” River frowned. “Killing is a part of life. Everyone does it on some level. Maybe not to other humans, but anyone who eats meat is contributing to a whole industry that slaughters animals. Vegetarians eat dead plants. Most things are alive at the expense of some other organism, whether that’s a bacterium or a cow. Life needs death to thrive. I’m just…” He waved a hand. “Another cog in the machine. A corrective action the universe sometimes makes to right wrongs.”
“I don’t know how to deal with all these intrusive memories.” I swallowed the vodka and winced, though it wasn’t nearly as bad the second time. “Take them as they come, and stop blaming yourself,” he suggested, refilling my glass. “Pace yourself through it as best you can. Develop a vice or two. It’s good to be bad sometimes.”
Truth be told, if Theo ever did try to leave me, I’d probably completely lose my shit and have to kill anyone who ever tried to be with him. I saw him as a possession, one that I wanted to snuggle, and kiss, and hold, but he was still a possession to me. I knew it would hurt him to hear that, especially given his history, but that was the truth.
Flashes lit up the room just off stage at the front of the dusty sanctuary and gunfire barked. War and I sped our pace, rushing to the front only to be met with a rather calm looking Izzy as he stepped out of the shadows, slapping a fresh magazine into his tiny Italian-made handgun. “Jesus, fuck,” Xander whispered next to me. “Am I the only one with a raging boner right now?”

