It’s not what I want, not really. I understand that he’s trying to do this for me, to preserve my relationship with my family. And also to give me time to grow up a little more. To be certain of what I want in the long term. But I already know what I want. I want Mikolaj. I want to go back to the house where every day with him is like a dream more vivid than reality. I want to go home.
