It’s true that she won’t look at Lottie’s body, but not because of the scars or tattoos. She fears that if she looks too long, if she wants too much, she will break her own heart. Lottie is not hers to admire. Lottie is not hers to love. Lottie is not hers at all. And yet, she cannot stop herself from saying, “I think you are amazing.”