I’m honestly happy to be here.” The words are true. I actually can’t remember the last time I was so happy or felt so … not alone. I’ve been a part of teams, but the Appies are different. I always kept myself aloof—there but not there. Whether it’s because of these guys specifically or because I'm in a weird place or maybe because of Parker, it’s the first time I’ve really let myself be connected in any personal way. To anyone.