Beginner's Luck (Chance of a Lifetime, #1)

by Kate Clayborn

I decide that I am, despite all the knowledge Kit has dropped on me in the last two hours, actually stupider than I was when I began this day, if I thought watching Kit eat a hot dog was a good idea.

Ben is laughing too, and oh, God—it’s so fun with Ben, everything is always so fun and easy with him, even first-time sex with him, when usually I feel these whispers of awkwardness being naked with someone for the first time.

But maybe, the problem is that with Ben, I can’t trust myself. I can’t trust myself to see the big picture, to see what’s best for me. When Ben is in front of me, I think about him—he becomes the person I’d let myself be shuffled around for, the person who I’d risk home for.