It’s like there are two people in there, the old version who would never ask anyone for anything that might inconvenience them and this new one she’s trying to create, battling to see who will win. One is a little menace, causing trouble, who I’m pretty sure wants me to break. The other is self-conscious, the one who thinks she’s a burden, the people pleaser. Even if I want to keep this shit professional, even if there is nothing in me that would say looking at Olivia Anderson sideways is a good idea, I know which side I want to win. The little menace. That’s the one the world needs.
