I’ve never been so satisfied. Not just sexually—mentally and emotionally, too. That sex stimulated my brain and my desire unlike anything I’ve experienced. It’s paradoxical because I would have thought that I’d HATE to be treated like that. I fucking hate being restrained, controlled, or bossed around. But not by Raylan . . . I don’t understand it. How could everything I hate be twisted and turned to such a degree that I found it wildly arousing? Even as I’m drifting off to sleep, I’m pondering that question. Trying to understand what I just experienced.
