I had my own qualms pop up with this God they all love and fear so ferociously as I got older and more aware. What kind of being made purely of love and light would give such an unfit mother like ours two children to look after? What kind of God would allow those children to starve and beg? What kind of God would allow that same mother to nearly kill her own child over a handful of drugs? To allow a man to use his power and force against the woman he claims to love and send her to the other side?

