Nastasya Filippovna was insisting on the wedding and hurrying things along;
It was her idea and Myshkin only acquiesced 'absently.' She must’ve been in such a whirl here. She wanted to quickly, immediately get married to the Prince and make reality of her cryings of ‘Mine, mine!’ just a chapter ago —internally, she must still have that hatred against herself for ‘what she’s doing to him.’

