“I’m going with you today to see July, but after that, I think that it would be best if we went back to the way things were. I’m not having sex with you. Just because I’m not a virgin doesn’t mean that I’m going to sleep with you.” I say in my most serious voice. “You were going to sleep with me.” “Yeah,” I whisper, feeling tears clog my throat. “Thankfully, that didn’t happen. I mean, how humiliating would it be to have slept with you, then have you walk away without ever talking to me again,” I laugh, but it’s humorless and full of hurt. “Listen, I was fucked up, okay? You’re so innocent; I
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