Until Trevor (Until, #2)

by Aurora Rose Reynolds

But I can’t do it; that’s not me. I would end up crying or confessing my feelings for him, and he would walk away with another notch on his belt, while leaving me feeling alone and empty. “I’m going with you today to see July, but after that, I think that it would be best if we went back to the way things were. I’m not having sex with you. Just because I’m not a virgin doesn’t mean that I’m going to sleep with you.” I say in my most serious voice. “You were going to sleep with me.” “Yeah,” I whisper, feeling tears clog my throat. “Thankfully, that didn’t happen. I mean, how humiliating would it be to have slept with you, then have you walk away without ever talking to me again,” I laugh, but it’s humorless and full of hurt. “Listen, I was fucked up, okay? You’re so innocent; I thought I was doing the right thing.” “So now that you know that I’ve had sex, you think it’s okay to sleep with me?” I’m so confused by his logic. “Stop fucking saying that you’ve had sex,” he growls, his hands sliding down his face. “Jesus, I don’t want to fucking talk or hear about that shit.” “Okay,” I whisper, startled by the pissed off look on his face.