Transformation was a death – an ending of “me” that was not the true me. This other “me” had been hurting for a half century. The other “me” needed constant care, had to be controlled, restrained, and was almost always hurting in one way or another. The emergence of the true me that had been hiding somewhere inside my body all these many years could only take place after the other “me” had dissolved in God’s Presence. Instead of God healing the hurting me as I had prayed for years that He would do, the Lord killed that part of me, the part that had always been so painful. He answered my
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