There is no need of continuing your past misery because you can begin your life anew by living life out of your spirit, instead of out of your soul. You can start over--even if you’re past 50 as I was when the Kingdom of God became my new dimension of reality, and the world (cosmos) in which my body lives became a temporary state to me. There is no dread of physical death in me; in a real sense I have already died.

