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“Make me happy, Angel.” I glance back up, finding his blue eyes locked on mine. “Let me feed you. Eat your treat.”
“Keep teasin’ me, see where it gets you.” Pretty please, let it be pinned to his bed.
“I need a taste of you, Angel. A taste of whatever you’ll give me.” My eyes immediately jump to the abstract drawing of a pair of boobs on the wall. Dom groans. “Fuck, Valentine, I’d kill for just a kiss. But I’ll taste those too if you let me.”
“I’m never going to hurt you.” I work to steady my tone. But Val replies with a broken laugh. “Oh, won’t you?” She’s aiming for sarcasm, but it just comes off sad. So damn sad.
I could tell her. I could tell her everything. Then she’d go to King and demand he free me. And then King and The Alliance and Dominic and the Chicago mafia would go to war. For what? For me? I’m not worth that.
“I’ve done bad things, Valentine.” I brush my lips over her pinkened cheek. “But I’ll always be good to you.”
“Maybe I didn’t make myself clear when I tattooed your name across my fucking throat. This”—I tap the letters—“is so everyone knows who I belong to.”
She looks at Rob, then back at me. “At least you got me someone hot to look at.” I think my mouth might drop open. Did she just call Rob hot? My traitor of a second coughs to cover his laugh. “Thank you, ma’am.” “Please.” Val walks toward Rob. “Call me Mistress.” This time Rob does laugh. “The fuck he will,”
The loss of Valentine’s affection was slowly killing me inside. I’d only had it for a short time, but its withdrawal was filling me with emptiness.
“That was payback for calling Rob hot.” She scoffs, but I shake my head. “Turns out I’m a jealous bastard.”
They’ve done too much already. Wanting to hide but unable to look away, my eyes rove around the room, seeing all the smiling faces as they sing to me. To me. How is this real? The final verse is sung, and then a man finishes with “and many more” in the deepest bass voice I’ve ever heard. I don’t know what to say.
She’s ripping my fucking heart out. Her eyes search mine, looking for something, and I wish I knew what it was so I could make sure to give it to her.
This poor fucking girl. Not being actively hated is her gauge for niceness.
“Only if you keep me.” I barely hear her. “I’ll keep you forever.”
“But now you know.” “Know what?” We’re both whispering now. “That I’m not valuable.” I’m not valuable. Her words hit me with such force I can’t breathe. I hate the people who made her feel this way.
“Thank me later. Now go kill the bastards who dare to fucking shoot at you. You are The Alliance, Val. Show them why.”