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“You shouldn’t offer sympathy to those who don’t deserve it, Catherine. That isn’t a trait that will take you far in life.”
If I were alone, I would have said fuck it and walked back to the office. Since the last thing I wanted to do was send Catherine into early labor, we’d stay here, where the seats were soft and cushioned and there was no chance of a squalling infant making an appearance.
I had never felt so alone in my life—and I’d grown up with a lifetime of loneliness. This, though…this was different. It was bone-deep, panic-inducing, soul-rending loneliness. My fight fled me, flowing from my heart and exiting from the tips of my shaking fingers. There was no giving up, but I wished I could have.
We’d make it. There was no other choice.
“What are you looking at?” Elise swiveled in the direction I was staring. “Oh! Is that Catherine?” “It is,” I confirmed warily. Like dominoes, one by one, every person at our table craned their neck to see her. As though she knew she was being watched, Catherine turned toward us. When she landed on me, her eyes widened in outright alarm. Elise raised her hand, beckoning her over. “Hi, Catherine!” When our mother died, I’d dropped out of Stanford so I could return home and become Elise’s guardian, and I’d never once regretted it until now. If Elise had had to tough it out in a group home or
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“So, I have to ask the question I know everyone is dying to know,” Miles stated. I kept my focus on my omelet. “Do you really have to?” “I do.” I raised my eyes to meet his. “Then tell me, Miles, what is everyone dying to know?” His mouth slid into a lazy smirk. “Tell us the truth, Elliot. Is the baby yours or what?” Groaning, my head fell forward. Miles had better hope we didn’t run into a mountain lion on this hike. I’d offer him up for lunch without even thinking twice.
Elliot Levy was touching my belly to feel my baby kick with the kind of terrified astonishment her father should have had for her. “Is this always going on inside you?” he asked, never taking his eyes off my bump.
“There.” She pulled back, her hands on my shoulders. “Come to me for hugs. Don’t go searching for human contact from inappropriate sources.”
Everything was fine. My world definitely wasn’t crumbling around me. If I kept thinking that, maybe it would be true.
My first step made me hiss with pain, but I kept going. If I stopped, I might not have been able to convince myself to start again.
Babies weren’t my thing. I’d never paid attention to them before now. But this one struck me as exceptionally pretty and sweet.
“No. He’s definitely not my friend anymore.” I lifted my shoulder. “It’s a lesson learned. I won’t ever depend on other people.” “That’s a shitty lesson.”
Once again, I’d gone too far. Took a hammer to a situation that required velvet gloves.
“Can I hug you?” I asked. “If you feel like you have to.” He opened his arms wide. “Make it quick.”
“You’re right. It’s really difficult to open the door after my first village let me down.”
“I’m a planner, not an implementer.
“Almost only counts in horseshoes and hand grenades.”