Quite honestly, what disappoints me is not what you have achieved at the Castle, but what I’ve achieved with you. You are allowed into the Castle, you visit the offices the whole time, you spend whole days in the same room as Klamm, you’re an officially recognised messenger, you have a right to official clothes, you’re given important correspondence to deliver, you’re all these things and you’re allowed to do all these things, and you come back down here and when we should be hugging each other and weeping with joy, you seem to lose all your courage at the sight of me, you have doubts about
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