Once I married Roy I expected to be satisfied, but a weird thing happened. I became jealous of other women’s lifestyles…. Those with families seemed to be the most enviable of all…. Suddenly, I had to have a baby. I hadn’t even considered it a possibility, and now I was consumed. I ended up in a support group for infertile women and when two of the members became pregnant, I went nuts…. Once Roy and I adopted a baby, I settled down, and today I feel blessed. But I find myself competitive now over my daughter and other mothers and their children. I think this jealousy is just a big part of who
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