When I had to buy new clothes, my best friend from high school stopped complimenting me. She liked me fat because from the time we were fifteen, she always got the guys. One day I was actually thinner than two women at work.
I havent kwpt friends Cross lives for that long, but the friends i had ehen iblost weight were the ones who knew me fat and they were conplimentary but was still me. Elisa didnt change, anna, lucia, giada actually encouraged me to change clothes size when i was lost in dismorphia denying i shrunk

