all these years later, I have women friends because I have gained weight and I am above average but no young beauty. Women are nicer to me, which means that I am no longer anything special to look at. I have begun to look at beautiful women and feel what women must have felt about me at one time. They are the ones who will have it all, because their looks rule. They can win out over any ordinary woman.
How sad she must feel that her froends are so because she thinks shes not a treath. Was she just bice to those she didnt consoder a threat?
