Anger, aggression, jealousy, and rage were likely heaped upon her as much or more than any real affection. The result was that she suppressed emotions, locking positive and negative feelings way down within her true self, to be replaced with the falsely powerful self-image of narcissism. Then, having not learned how to express any emotions positively, those feelings, both good and bad, get mixed up together. Often, the narcissist cannot express a positive emotion without dredging up something negative along with it.
