I have discovered it. I have discovered the little crack in life, here it broke off, where it had once been soldered to something else, something genuinely alive, important and vast – how capacious my epithets must be in order that I may pour them full of crystalline sense … it is best to leave some things unsaid, or else I shall get confused again. Within this irreparable little crack decay has set in – ah, I think I shall yet be able to express it all – the dreams, the coalescence, the disintegration – no, again I am off the track – all my best words are deserters and do not answer the
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