doing. I look back and keep seeing where we should have stopped. It’s the part of doing this book that’s the hardest. Writing it all down, I can pinpoint the moments where we should have said “enough is enough”—because now they seem so obvious. But at the time he just carried on and so did we. Selfishness, stupidity, willful ignorance, and a refusal to accept what was going on right in front of our noses—we were all guilty of it, even Ian. Because this was what we’d worked and waited for.